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pathiswreckless: I have no idea what I would of done without Taylor in my life these past five…

pathiswreckless:

I have no idea what I would of done without Taylor in my life these past five years. I’ve been dealing with depression and almost a year ago just found out I’ve also got anxiety and hypertension. Some days I’m ok and others it’s so hard for me to not just break down and cry over something that upsets me or bothers me that shouldn’t. I’m not sure where my anxiety comes from but I know my depression kicked in five years ago when I lost my grandma from cancer (she was like my second mom and best friend) and top of that I lost my friends because they couldn’t deal with me being sad and crying all the time. I also found out three years before my grandma died that I can’t have children of my own due to turners syndrome and that was like a kick in the stomach to me since all I ever wanted was to be a mom. It’s so hard to be happy and sometimes I think the one thing that’d make me happy is if I had a boyfriend. But would any guy want me when they find out i can’t give them a child? My grandma always told me “If they truly love you , it won’t matter to them”. Taylor’s music has been like therapy to me these past few years and I can honestly say she’s my best friend because even though we never met or talked, she has been by my side through it all and I wish with all my heart that I could thank her for that. Taylor, I don’t know if your reading this but thank YOU for everything and I hope to one day finally meet you so I can talk to you and thank you in person. Seeing you so happy gives me hope that I can eventually be happy too whether I’m single still or finally have w boyfriend in my life. I’ll always be a fan of yours and I’m looking forward to your future music and tours. I’m a fan of yours “Forever and Always” @taylorswift

❤️ Ashley

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